Monday, February 15, 2010

time to get serious

Ok so i know I am not feeling my best now but it is time to get serious because in sept i am going to go to the michael bolton concert that is coming to san diego that i have been waiting to go to since i was like 18 when i had tickets but he cancelled.  He hasn't been back to san diego that i have been aware of and when he has gotten close enough so we could drive we have never had the money or people to watch the kids.  BUT this time IT WILL HAPPEN.  I am going to go.  So here is what needs to happen. I need to start saving money for it because i really want really good tickets.  I want to have a nice dinner before it as well. I want to have a great night so i need to save a good amount so when the time comes it will be no big deal.  The other thing is i need to make sure i am "smaller" because I want to make sure I am comfy in the seats that they have.  there is nothing worse then going to a place and you find that you are squeazing into seats or the seat is uncomfortable because your ass is to big.  The good thing is that my husband is on board too.  He said the 15th would be the day he would start really exercising again and watching what he eats.  He even shaved his head so he could be a "new"man. I am hoping this is the last time that we have "start" again.  This weekend i realized how important it is to me that I lose the weight.  I was having some chest pain due to my lungs not feeling good but i kept thinking what if it was more than that.  It is a real possibility that being my size i could have a heart problem.  The good thing is that my cholesteral is actually really good and i don't have high blood pressure or any other problems except sleep apnea which is bad but i could be in worse shape at my size.  Anyways i got to run i got to get ready for work and for my mother-n-law to come over to watch the kids.  Thank goodness she doesn't have to work today because we can't afford to take the day off.  ta ta for now.
Plus Size Madam

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