issues

family issues are for the birds as my grandma would say. i feel like i am in a bubble sometimes that no one could understand the way i feel.  i also have some issues within myself about my past that i can't escape despite my efforts to move past them.  i feel that i am forever doomed to be haunted by memories of times past.  i guess that is ok but sometimes it makes me sad and feel a little hopeless like i am trapped in an episode of the twighlight zone. some people think it is great the way i can recall things but sometimes i think it can be more of a problem for me than a pleasure.  i can be walking thru the day and just be flooded with memories from all times of my life good, bad, funny, horrible, love , laughter, pain.....it goes on and on day in day out. sometimes i wish it would just stop but then i think well that is how people live on once they have exited your life or their own life. 

anyways i know i am just being emotional right now and it will pass soon but wanted to vent :)