plus size unfriendly

One of my biggest pet peeves is to go into a restaurant and be seated in booth that doesn't have a moving table. I know most people have no problem with this but us bigger people sometimes do and i think it is embarrassing when we have to squeeze ourselves into these booths and then are afraid to eat because we may not be able to get back out. A lot of nice people who are aware of this usually won't seat you in these contraptions but you get the occasional clueless hostess that will.

Good Morning

Just wanted to say hello to the world and let you know I will now be on her more and will have a lot of new topics that i will be writing about. So please visit me often.

Maybe

I miss the way your arms would encircle my waist

The way you would run your fingers through my hair

And look deep into my eyes and without a word

I knew that you were telling me how much you loved me

And how much you desired me

Now when you look into my eyes I see nothing

Not a single spec of desire or love

The saddest part of it all is that my love for you

Has never been stronger and now I know I must let you go

For if you are not happy with me then I will set you free

So you can find that same happiness again

Maybe one day you will find your way back to me

Maybe.

It use to be

It use to be that you were in love with me
It use to be that I was the one you thought about every second of the day
It use to be that I was the one you told your hopes and fears to
It use to be that your heart skipped a beat when I walked into the room
It use to be that when we embraced not a breath of air could escape
It use to be our hearts where oneIt use to be that you were my future
It use to be that you were my everything
Now you have someone else and all I am left with are my use to be's

One Kiss

I saw him across the room and I could feel my heart start to race as his eyes met mine. I lowered my gaze as I could feel my cheeks starting to warm but I found that I couldn't keep my eyes off of him. He was only a stranger to me but yet I felt like I knew him my whole life. I looked up and found that he wasn't there anymore, I could feel a sting in my heart thinking I had lost him forever. Just as I was about to start looking for him I could feel someone behind me and then I felt two strong hands on my bare arms and I knew it was him. He spun me around and our eyes locked in a passionate stare. Without any words spooken he placed his finger under my chin and raised it as he lowered his lips down to mine. For a moment I thought I would surely faint but his strong arms encircled my waist and I knew I was safe. As our mouths explored each other I could feel a warm tingling sensation over taking my body and that's when our kiss heated up. We didn't care that there were other people in the same room possibly watching us I think that excited us more. He explored my entire mouth with his tongue I had never been explored like that and was about to loose myself completely then it stopped. He looked down at me and for the first time I was going to hear what he sounded like. "I am sorry but from across the room I could hear your mouth calling out to me and I just had to have a taste." With that he walked away never to be seen again.